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Geez this week is just being weird. Seriously. I don't even know anymore. XD

But anytoots, seems we're gonna be taking another, three week long trip back to AZ to do a more thorough search of homes. Some of you already knows this, but to those who don't and likely don't give a shit, there you go. You now know more shit you don't care about. XDD
But anyways, we're leaving this Sunday, but thankfully internet shall be accessible this time! YAY!

However, there are actually three reasons why I posted this otherwise pointless journal. The first is above - basically a reminder for my otherwise dull future. The other two are below.

Reason two: and I want your honest to satan opinion on this. Do any of you even see my DA page as anything 'significant'? Does it even seem like checking out anymore? Seriously, all these plans I WANT to do for it, like bringing back my old OCs into an original concept, its looking bleak, and I already have taken on way more than healthy. And with my natural ability to procrastinate and just my general laziness, I'm not seeing any real...substance to this page. Don't get me wrong! I honestly LOVE DA to death, and would rather be here than on something stupid like Facebook or twitter. Cause no one gives a shit about the FB or the twit. I mean, I'd get a Tumblr and all but...by god that shit looks complicated.
Anyways, I want everyone who gives two shits about this to give me an honest answer to this. This is NOT me saying i want to leave DA, quite the contrary. I just want to know what and who is even bothering with my page, and if what I have currently is worth keeping. Again, this is not me saying I'm kicking the bucket, rather I just want to see just who gives a shit about my page, and whether or not I'm wasting time trying to reach certain goals that are likely just going to give me angina. I'm not gonna get mad if you just say I suck, or I should die, or I should just quit DA. It's just going to assert just where I need to be, and will be very much appreciated. To those who don't think this, great! I likely enjoy your stuff too! If anything I thoroughly enjoy talking to a few of you, and that's probably what's keeping me here.

Art will continue to come, but like I said, I need help clearing out the air here so to speak so I know what I should and should not focus on. So just give me brutal honesty. Granted I bet only a handful of you are going to read this, and even less of you are going to answer this. Period.

Third reason! Pertaining to reason two, in the internet world, and if this matters at all to you, where do you all think I stand best? The writing world, or the art world? I'm honestly stuck it seems. I love doing both, but my art sucks balls to begin with, and I'm hardly improving. Whatever 'decent' art I seem to pump out once in a blue moon was just made out of pure luck and jumbled effect settings on SAI. But another the other hand, yeah, I'm a decent had at writing, and I know I have improved greatly in my personal work in terms of my vocabulary and wording. I think...
Maybe I'm just downgrading myself. Who knows? Point is I'm just so done with this whole song and dance thing, and second-guessing myself. My current fandom gauge has run dry it seems, and has been flourishing in another. I won't specify which one, though chances are you know what it is, but if not, that's your problem. So on that note, what the hell am I doing? I took on so much crap given to me or I picked up on my own due to over-excitement, I practically crushed my own priorities and morals, not to mention a few braincells.
Yeah I should probably sort this mess out myself, but that last time that happened, I didn't get anything done, and the mess just got bigger.

I basically just need some of you who still give a small damn to give me some instruction, guidance. Hell knows I only know maybe three, maybe four of you still talk to me and such, comment or fav on my things, but I'm getting NOWHERE. Call me greedy, but I happen to enjoy positive feedback, I ENJOY getting tiny bits of praise. Excuse me for being human! But anyways, point here is, I just want to know if I'm doing anyone any good by doing what I'm doing right now. And if not, tell me what I should be doing, and what I should not be doing so I can clear this quagmire that is my brain, and BREATHE.

Okay, I think that's it. I got everything out there on the table as clearly as possible, so I'll just sit back and hope at least two of you will toss in your two-cents. But if not...well, I'm on my own. And I'm okay with that. Plus it will only just highlight where I stand int his, and what I should do in the long run.

So that's all I got. Let's hear it!

Oh, and btw, one last thing. I got this kind of silly(?) pic concept idea for any of my fellow Bionicle fans. If you want to hear it, say so, and I'll note you the pic idea. If you want it, go for it! if not, eh, whatevs. Your loss. XD

~M